Woo, Scholarly Theology. Or Maybe Boo, Scholarly Theology. Hard toTell.
Holy smokes, a mere six weeks away from graduation. I could write a lot about that subject alone, but seeing as there’s so little time remaining with Seminar, it’s time to dust off this blog and get cracking on the good old topic of religion again. Doubtless, people missed hearing from me.
Augustine’s The Trinity (or De Trinitate for those who prefer the fancier equivalent) is, to quote Nathan, “not exactly bedtime reading.” The first book alone presents a mind-boggling series of explanations of how the concepts of a single God and the Trinity are not mutually exclusive, how Christ is both completely human while still entirely divine by means of becoming a servant, among others, though everything started to blur together after the two main points. Out of the three of us—a Christian, a Jew, and a Buddhist (I just now realized how appropriate we would be for one of those campy college brochures)—we were all pretty much empty-handed when it came to following Augustine’s reasoning.
So for right now, here’s my thoughts on the subject—something that’s been bothering me for a long time but is unrelated to any specific part of the text. Throughout all of Augustine’s layered, increasingly complex reasoning about Christ (reminds me of following someone leading a run with say, x-minute miles; easy enough to start off but fairly soon you’ll be left behind if you’re not practiced enough), I couldn’t help but be reminded of Christ as presented in the Gospel of Mark: simple and straightforward. Those most highly praised by Christ were the ones who essentially said “ok,” and left it at that. Augustine’s writing in this regard reminds me of those who were admonished by Mark’s Christ in that their beliefs and their religion as a whole needed to be, in a sense, qualified by passing a test of logic.
This is not to say that I think Augustine’s faith was shaky. He even explicitly states in the beginning of the first book that he accepted the doctrine of the Trinity by faith and was looking to justify it second, rather than the other way around. Even Thomas wasn’t actually condemned by Christ after he demanded he would believe only after he put his fingers in His wounds (if I recall correctly), just that those who did not see but believed anyway were better off. A particular lesson in whatever-grade religion class comes to mind, regarding mysteries such as the Trinity, the Incarnation, the Assumption, anything: “You (the indefinite ‘you’) don’t have to understand it, just believe it. It’s very hard to understand; you probably can’t understand it. So you just believe it.”
Jesus’ take, according to Mark’s Gospel, seemed to be along the same lines as that grade-school lesson I learned back in the days of uniforms and shirts whose sleeves were never long enough for my then-gangly arms. (Let’s also ignore for the moment the overwhelming urge to call out what a cop-out “just believe it” seems like. Physicists could tell the world there’s one galaxy or billions and most people would probably buy it either way; physicists used to tell us matter might be made of little vibrating strings, and remember what the reaction was? To quote some fellow students, people “ate that shit up.” Bit incongruous then, then that people will roll their eyes at plausibility of many theological beliefs. Oops—my bitterness is showing. Anyway.) It makes sense too; Christ preached to people who probably had less education than I did when I learned that lesson. But provided that Christ’s take (as alluded to in Mark) was spiritually-based as well as pragmatic, where, then, does this place the morality of Augustine and his exhaustive work on theological matters that addle the religious-studiesest of young undergraduate minds?
Right there is where I find myself grappling occasionally. And attempting to work through the problem with the added mess of actually being a Christian feels like trying to do so with a drunk conscience. I’ve never had this problem any time I’ve worked with Islamic theology or beliefs (coincidence that Islam forbids drinking?), but for some reason, being invested in Christianity while “doing” Christianity seems to screw up the process. It’s difficult as hell to follow Augustine when treating the writings on a purely detached basis. But caring for your own purposes about what he says becomes especially hard when you try to do it punch-drunk from the idea that to disagree with Augustine might be blasphemous (or something of that nature), or to believe Augustine when he might be off about something, but the worst is something more broad that I alluded to earlier, something I can best describe through analogy.
Time for another instance from my pre-college religion classes, this one from high school: that to have knowledge of a thing (or a person) is to have power over it/him/her. Thus, when God spoke to Moses He called Himself “I am Who am”, because to give any other information would give away Who God is, thus giving Moses a sort of power, however slight, over God. Assuming this is correct for the sake of argument, Augustine’s work reminds me of someone ransacking another’s personal files for any and all information they can get. Better yet: everyone’s probably familiar with the term “shouldn’t play God,” whether or not they agree with it. Compared to the “just believe it” priority of Mark’s Jesus (again, assuming that’s what Mark was aiming at), Augustine’s work looks like an attempt to play God—or, rather, an attempt to be God’s boss. It seems that by trying to discover all the in’s and out’s of God’s logistics, the individual is trying to gain an upper hand over God, tell Him what He subsequently can and cannot do. And that’s something that seems completely contrary to Christianity (which teaches followers to be completely dependent upon Christ for their salvation), Islam (literally translated meaning “submission”), and Judaism. So as a practicing Christian, it’s that part about theological writings, particularly Augustine’s, that scares me.
On a less moral but equally relevant note, it’s here that I remember the main point of Erasmus of Rotterdam’s Counter-Reformation-work Praise of Folly: blatantly railing against the petty debates and “look at how smart and religious I am because I’m up to here in completely superfluous theological details but have never actually read the Bible”-ism of theologians and corrupt clergy of the time, Erasmus simultaneously raises up those who simply believe, who back in his day might have been denounced by the religiously decorated as unsophisticated.
Just there, however, is an important detail. It’s clear from both The Confessions and the intro of The Trinity that Augustine was devout to the point of almost ravenously seeking God. As a brilliant scholar, he went about it in a scholarly fashion, so it makes sense. Such is different from the theologians Erasmus knew and evidently couldn’t stand, as apparently they were in it for the reputation. That’s why I’m uneasy questioning Augustine’s works for any reason (I seriously can’t win here) as they were done with the best of intentions, but nevertheless the risk present to the rest of us—of becoming like the vain theologians Erasmus knew, or telling God what He is and isn’t like based on our own conclusions—still hangs around.
To be honest I really don’t like what I wrote here. I hate discussing this topic because I’m afraid I look either like a ”Bible beater,” paranoid, or whining about how hard it is for my good and holy self to do the assigned reading. None of that’s my intention, but rather my reaction to the readings and others like it based on the presence of personal faith. Perhaps counter-intuitively, I’ve found it to be a hindrance more than a help when working on the readings from a purely academic perspective; I didn’t realize how used to “just believing” the hard parts I had gotten. But while that signifies being a bad academic, it signifies being a good believer in the way of Mark’s Gospel. See what I mean when I say there appears to be a conflict of interest?
Nonetheless, people have been pulling it off for a long time, and with the likes of Augustine being lauded by Catholics and Protestants alike, (not to mention centuries of Islamic theological work) seems to point that work in theology is God-approved, and that the deciding factor is one’s intention while wracking both brains and books. But still, for the purposes of an undergraduate Seminar course, things can be a bit messy, though hopefully this is good practice for the future. Actually just writing down the reaction helped a lot. So to whoever did, thanks for reading. J